oh, wanted to say, if anyone has either pokemon diamond or pearl or animal crossing for the DS and would like to either trade pokemon or visit towns on animal crossing, just let me know. always looking for new friends and such on those games.

hey...i...haven't been on here in a long time, i know. i'm really sorry about that i would like to start submitting art, but i don't have a scanner or any of that crap, but i might put up a pic or 2 that i've taken on my dad's camera or my cell phone or..whatever. i'm really sorry to all who watched me. sorry i haven't put crap up and that i've been away for so long. hopefully, maybe, i'll be able to find a way to get some stuff up.

a lot of shit has been going on in my life lately. me and nathan..we aren't together right now...don't know if we'll be getting back together...that's gonna be up to whether or not he wants me back not gonna go into details on that. i'm just...really hurt by it at the moment and i really do miss him.

been having a lot of health problems that, again, i will not go into. if you are close to me and would like to know anything, you can send me a note if you'd like, doesn't bother me, but i'm not posting it on my journal what is wrong or what is going on.

too much stress and emotional problems going on. my parents decided to go out and get me a puppy. they think that she will help me cope with things and training her will help keep my mind off of certain things that are nearly breaking me. her name is lola and she is a 9 week old silver and tan mini dachshund. she is about 1 1/2 pounds at the moment. she was the runt of the litter. i feel bad that they decided to do that, but i do love her.

that's all i'm gonna post for now. again, sorry that i've been gone so long.

Well, I don't know...I wanted to update my journal a bit. I want to update with some recent pics...but..I have had major art block lately along with the fact that I don't have a scanner hooked up at the moment or a program on the comp anymore for me to use to draw.

My older sister and her husband are moved out now. They found themselves an apartment. I miss Mandy being here. It feels really different.

I've been playing my DS a lot lately. I haven't been able to sleep right, so a lot of my nights are spent reading or playing one of my games. That's the main part of my Christmas was DS games. I'll put a list of my games after I update.

I've been reading Narnia too. I've been wanting to read the stories, but haven't really had the chance to cuz I didn't have the book.

I've been rather depressed lately too. It's no fun. I ended up forgetting about my antidepressants and mood stabilizers for like...2 weeks, so I wasn't taking them, and they are out of my system again. SOOO I'm having bad thoughts again...and it's really bothering me. So, I'm trying to get myself back on that.

I was gonna update with something else, but I forget now. So, list of my games now.

Pokemon Diamond
Digimon World Dusk
DK Jungle Climbers
Diddy Kong Racing DS
Yoshi Island DS
Cooking Mama
The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hour Glass
Super Mario 64 DS
Touch Detective
MySims
Inuyasha: Secret of the Divine Jewel

Oh, and if anyone has Pokemon Diamond or Pearl and have some Pokemon that they'd like to trade, I'm looking for people to trade with. Just let me know.

Happy New Years everyone

Well, only a couple days left until Christmas. This year is gonna suck. Not cuz we are hardly getting anything. I don't care if i get anything or not. I really don't. But it just doesn't feel like Christmas. Christmas time is one of my favorite times of year. But the feeling isn't here. I'm having a hard time with EVERYTHING! There doesn't seem to really be any Christmas cheer around here because everyone is overwhelmed and discouraged with something or another. I'm having a hard time with my...problem.

It's really windy outside. It was raining this morning. It's supposed to snow tomorrow, and we are SUPPOSED to have a white Christmas. I hope we do actually. Maybe that will help cheer me up just a little.

I have Dr. appointment tomorrow. I really hope the infection is gone. If I have to be put on more antibiotics, I'm gonna scream.

Nathan was planning on coming up to visit me for Christmas, but because of the weather, he didn't get to. But he said that he is gonna try to sometime after Christmas. I hope he can. i want to see him so bad.

I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas, a Happy New Year, a Happy Holiday whichever you celebrate. I just hope you all have a good time.

Oh, and if anyone would like to trade Pokemon on Pokemon Diamond or Pearl or knows anyone who would like to, please let me know. I've been trying to get some of the Pokemon that I can't get on Diamond.